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PinPin Space ^___^~!@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#@!~ 15 février Never The Right TimeNever The Right Time
Another day,
I'm without you, And it's killing me inside, Everything, Reminds me of you, It makes me wonder why... Why we end up this way,
Why are we apart, Why are we so close yet so far [Chorus]
I know something feels right, It's there but it was never right, It's never the right time, Never the right time, I hope someday we'll find, The love that we deserve to have, It'll make us complete, It will feel right It's not fair,
The way that we meet, It changes everything, If I could, I would if I could, If I could turn back the time Back to where we are,
Back to how we could've start, Back so that we would never part [Chorous]
I think we have the right to choose,
What is good for you, What to do, Forget all the things that we do, Just leave it all behind, Let's give it a try [Chorus]
Started Date: 22nd January
Ended Date: 3rd February 31 janvier the whole broadband thingy...MOTHER FUCKING!!!!!!I'm so darn fucked up pissed off right now. Ever since the fucking broadband broke down everything went nuts.
1st, my dad. Ask me to find out what are the plans/promotions available. So this 'friend' of mine, helped me, went through hell lot of trouble calling and everything. In the end, I'm not even half way through my explanation he told me that he can't understand what I'm saying. Then, ask me to call pacific net, see if they are willing to come and fix the modem for free. (DREAM THE FUCK ON!!) I felt like I've totally wasted all my time going through all the trouble. I even quarrell with my 'friend' over him.
2nd, my 'friend'. She said she's willing to help cuz she knew my problem. Ok good, help me. BUT, she kept on complaining and complaining, 'you know how much trouble I went through calling here and there...BLAH BLAH BLAH.' If she's gona complain so much, why bother helping me in the first place!!!!! It's not that I'm not appreciative of what she's doing for me, but it's just so annoying!!! If I had the time, I would've called and ask myself. If she's so unwilling to make a call in her free time, then don't do it!!!!!! Then there's this my 'dad' thing, I'm already so pissed off that my dad told me that he can't understand anything that I've explained, then she had to keep nagging and nagging. One time, fine. Two times, ok. Three times, fuck. And it's not that I shout at her or something, I just said 'I don't really wanna talk about this right now.' Then she started saying I'm not appreciative, I'm selfish (like my dad....she knew it will pissed me off even more).
She kept saying that I'm not the only with temper, she also has temper. Frankly, I don't know what I did wrong. She even said she already controlled her temper several times. Like I never control. Everytime when I want to be out with my friends, she would complain, said that I left her alone at my house. EXCUSE ME FOR WANTING SOME FUN WITH MY FRIENDS!!!! Somemore it's CNY period, there's bond to be times when I'll go out with my friends, and since my parents are out of town, maybe stayed overnight or something. FUCK AND SHE HAD TO COMPLAIN RIGHT!!!! Normally, if the internet is still working, that may make me change my mind and stay home with her. But now that the internet is down, there really isn't any reason why I should stay at home. And all she do is watching her fucking dramas. Fucking hell. JB, BASTARD, cunt nuggets!!!
Friday, I ended school late like 9.30pm. After class I wanted to have meals with my friends, she said she had some good news that she can't say on the phone. I told her just talk on the phone. But then she start her fucking bullshit again 'You know I spent my time helping you find out all these infos at least we can sit down together and talk about it right?' I told her, nicely, that I want to eat with my friends, so she said fine and hang up. After awhile, cuz I thought of what she said yesterday night, maybe I'll just go home and listen to her. So I packed my dinner and went home. I tried calling THOUSANDS of times on my way back. When I reach home, just as I thought, she went to sleep. I was SO~~~~ angry. After awhile, she woke and only to tell me that her phones are in silent mode. (yeah right, everytime I could hear her msg tone and ring tones and it has to be tonight that her phones are in silent mode, purposely put it in silent mode, think I don't know.) Then today she blamed me that she didn't sleep well that night cuz she missed her sleeping time. I HAD A LONG DAY IN SCHOOL, I WAS JUST AS FUCKING TIRED AS SHE WAS!!!!! And I changed my mind and came back in the end. If I'm not planning to eat with my friend I would probably reach home around the same time!!!!!!!! Such a FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!
Anyway, I chased her out of my house... and frankly, I'm quite happy that she's gone. I can go places whenever I want. Stayed out as late as I want. Whatever. In fact, I'm posting this at my friend's house...Zk's house...LOL... 26 janvier so much for 1st day of CNY.....=____=Today I visited cheryl's houss for CNY. It's kind of weird because 1st day of CNY usually is for visiting relative...but then cheryl invited so yea.
Anyway that's not the point. I reached cheryl's house 1st, so I waited at the bus stop for Bernice. I was just sitting there, listening to my ipod. Then suddenly this middle age guy (30+~40+), who's sitting next to me, approached me....
This is how it went:
middle age guy: "you go to nafa is it?" (cuz I was carrying my nafa bag)
me: "yea"
middle age guy: "oh really? how old are you? you looked so young...like 16"
me: "I'm 20 this year. Yea alot of people say that...haha"
middle age guy: "So what are you studying in nafa?"
me: "err...dance."
middle age guy: "oh...what kind of dance do they teach there?"
me: "ballet and modern"
middle age guy: "oh ok. can see ah, your fit...."
me: "thank you"
Then silence for awhile...
middle age guy: "I like your style"
(I'm wearing this purple and black stripe shirt with a hoodie at the back. That time I was wearing the hoodie)
me: "oh, thank you"
middle age guy: "It looks like some japanese boy style."
me: "er...ok"
middle age guy: "err...are you a conservative type or open minded type?"
me: "err........open minded"
middle age guy: "ok, see I'm a bisexual, will you be interested to try?"
me: "No!"
middle age guy: "erm...ok I'll pay you, do you want to try?"
me: "No!"
Yea and we didnt talk until his bus arrived...
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 19 janvier A New Semester...WA~~~~~~ this sem is like...wow...like...yea...like so damn hiong la!!! LOL!!!
Everyday my schedule is like packed...well almost... Everyday ends at 7.30pm...and friday even worse, ends at 9.30pm!! Sigh~~~so tired!!! LOL!! I was so exhausted throughout the week that I slept 14 hours on Sat!!! LOL!!! It's hard to believe it's only the 2nd week of sem 2. Today it's monday and I CAN'T WAIT for it to be Sat. ZZZ!
Anyway, so far there isn't much highlights...YET! But still...there's this BITCH in Dance Improvisation class that I totally hate! She is from Jewelry Design and took the class as a cross elective. DAMN! After the 1st lesson, she wrote in her blog that "NAFA dancers can't dance"!!!! WHAT A TOTAL SLUT!!!!!!! So much hair all covering her face, and that pair of STICK legs...she might as well use it as her chopsticks or something!!!! WHORE ALERT!!!!!! ROAR!!!
Ok, if I continue, I'll just be like her...cuz I only did this for the thrill that she actually criticised us when she's not even a dancer!!! !#$%$@!!@#$# 23 décembre Again...end of the year...I can't believe it's end of the year again and frankly, I'm feeling kinda crapy. I don't know what or why this feeling came to me but...it sucks BIG TIME!!!
Maybe it's a time for everybody to just sit down and calm ourselves and reflect what we've done for the past year. Well, I've done lots of things. I've travelled quite alot this year: Japan, USA, Taiwan, Thailand. I quitted SP and joined NAFA in pursue of my dream. Met alot of friends and gained alot of new experiences. Weiting, a friend of mine, went to Cali to pursue her studies. That's SAD!!! Hmm...and alot others which I don't wish to be mentioned here but anyways, it's been a great year I must say.
However, I wanted something more exciting, more thrilling and adventurous. Everyday was the same routine and it's really getting on my nerves sometimes. ARGH!!!!!!! There's just something missing!!!!!! -.- |
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